Discomfort is a common feeling for I.

Well I did something out of the ordinary today, my group volunteered to go second. Now this is a big deal for me because I loathe presenting, like seriously its pointless. What else could I possibly say that you can't read on my paper!!!! Plus I don't do we'll in front of crowds of people. I also have presenting because it's nerve wrecking, I do stupid things and do horrible 99% of the time. I'm a pessimistic, I can believe these things. Anyway going second had pushed me out of my comfort zone because I'm usually last or just keep trying to talk my way out of it. What I also did, a while ago was give a suggestion. I'm a SGA member for the current time because soon I will have to work and have no time for it. But anyways I have a suggestion to the president, and she loved it! I thought it would go terrible and she'd be confused or hate my idea but she didn't. Getting out of my crabby shell (get it? Crabby? Because I'm a Cancer) will be a little easier now, but it sucks that once I start to warm up to people it usually is the next semester when I don't see any of the same kids/ teachers anymore. Transitioning to this fast paced environment is kind of hard when the days go by really fast. Hopefully some of my professors will still help me throughout the years, but I doubt they would even remember me. At college, professors see all different kids each semester, it's hard to keep track of just one kid from that one class that always needed a little extra help. With high school, teachers have the same kids for an entire year so of course it is easier to recognize them and create a bond with particular students.